Well I tried my plan and it was tough. Today was my big 'Meet and Greet' with the Senators and Representatives at the Legislative Hall in Dover. I only had to drive 5 minutes to meet the sweet lady that drove us down there. I kept telling myself that I was going to not hurt. I had a good nights rest the night before and ate a good breakfast. I did not take the tegretol so that my mind would be fresh. We were on our was down there and I thought I was going to throw up. I don't know if it was the ride or not taking my medication. We arrived at a beautiful piece of American History. This building was soo old and the detail was gorgeous.
As we got inside there were quite a few people. We got our lunch and sat down. 1st student to speak was yours truly. We were there for such an important issue, to ask that they do not pull funding from adult education. I felt good while we were there.
As soon as we were getting ready to leave I started to panic. I didn't want the drive home to be the same as the drive there. I took one xanax, but that did not help. I was hot and sitting there was making me sweat. I was rather quiet in my thoughts about not wanting to get sick. As soon as I got dropped off and in my car the feeling started to fade. What was going on? Was it because I didn't take all of my meds or I'm just hyper-sensitive to motion now? Breathing didn't work, I talk myself out of throwing up in her car. This was horrible and I felt so bad. I was so thankful to be invited I didn't want to look bad.
I came home as my head, ear and neck were killing me. I took a 1/2 of vicoden. I didn't get up all night. I'm supposed to have the dental appointment in the morning, but I'm going to have to call and reschedule. J even agreed it might not be the best day. The day is finally over and time to rest my eyes and head.
Again good with the bad!
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