Today on a scale of 1-10 was an 7, bordering on an 8. When I woke up I thought I got elbowed in the face, but no proof to blame J. :) I saw the neighbor was ready to leave to take her daughter to ballet. So I went with. When I got home J, M and I went to the mall. I haven't been there on forever. I realized that I don't like all of the smells throughout the mall. At least M got to sit on the Easter Bunny's lap.
I have pain but today it was tolerable. And we needed to get some running around done. Overall it was the first good day that I have had in a long time. I really was thankful, even for the small things in life. I was there walking around like a regular person. I did it today so I hope that I can do it tomorrow.
I'm working on my goal list from my therapist and called all kinds of places to work out that also have trainers. Nothing too impressive. But I followed though.
The only weird thing that happened was that we are in the store and 2 separate times I stopped and thought I was seeing some weird models standing too close to me, only to find out that it was real men. These guys must have thought why is she staring at me. It felt like a hallucination. I feel like I'm doing good but all of the medication is still screwing up my mind. I just want to be the kind, funny and caring Ali. Now I seem in a permanently lost stage. I don't see any doctors this coming week, not until the next week. Boo.
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