Today started off ok. I got up and went took M to school. I then headed off to see D.N. We had a good visit...
I can't even think about anything else but my meeting with a "friend". For those of you close to me you know where I hold this person. I wanted to make sure I said good-bye everyone before we leave. My mistake was not listening to J and S. I shouldn't have gone, not in my confusing state. Once again I found myself in a situation that I could not explain. I mean I know what I said, but it wasn't received the way I wanted it too. It quickly went downhill from there. I'd like to point out one thing that did happen. When the person to whom I was sitting across from started to get loud, the guy in the booth behind this person leaned up a little and mouthed asking if I was ok. I took it to the flag pole so I have to finish it. That said, the night was ruined. When I start to say good-bye to other friends, I want those to know, that you played a part in my life while in DE.
I'm taking D.N.'s advice and giving myself a 'Xanax hug' tonight.
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