When I got home last night I was angry, which lead to a sleepless night. I spent the night into the early morning hours of today trying to think how I could have re-done the evening. Funny thing about ATN and little sleep. I end up in pain and upset the next day. I had to take care of something for J and was able to talk to S about what happened. She noticed that I my collarbone was swollen and the Chorea was present today. Just another sign of the pain and stress that I was feeling.
J has the world on his shoulders and once again never lets me down. He has listened and offered sympathy for me having to say good-bye to others. My lips and cheek started to go numb. My ear is back to feeling that as if someone jabbed something into it. Rest is so important as I seem to prove to myself time and time again.
After dropping M off at school today I was able to lay my head down. Unfortunately my tears fell for someone who now thinks and feels hatred toward me.
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