Oh Mondays, how funny you are! I turned over and J wasn't there. It threw me off, until I remembered it was Monday. I laid there for another hour and M had been wide awake since before J left. Soon after she was sound asleep again. Oh I could feel the day was not going to be well. After dropping M off at school I went to return a movie Blue Valentine (don't go and rent it, you aren't missing anything). Then I was going to get my blood taken. I showed up there and they said I had to fast. I already ate so that was a no. I decided to head home because my head, scalp, ear and stomach were not agreeing with me.
On my way home I saw my mail lady pulled over eating lunch, I missed her so I pulled over to talk to her for a minute. Then finally went home to lay down. I thought for sure I was going to be sick. In no time at all the school bell was about to ring. I decided to walk, it might make me feel better. On the way home I was pretty sure that I should have drove. It was muggy out and that did not help feeling bad.
M was full of sparkly news from her teacher. She was doing so well in school and her report card would be good. She ate, and awhile after heard her little friends playing outside. My friend said she'd kept an eye on her.
I really felt horrible for the rest of the night. Again, this makes me thankful for the good days. I just wanted to trade this day in for one of those.
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