Just Waiting

    A funny thing that I never noticed before about Casino Hotels, even though you cannot smoke, they smell like smoke. M and I tried to busy ourselves, but the noise and the smell was killing me. We would have gone other places but they aren't delivering my car to me until the 23rd-28th. So as said before J and I decided to get what we needed to and stay in the empty house.
    My 1st doctors appointment is next week then 1 each week after. I hope to get some new answers. Surprisingly it wasn't hard to get into any doctor out here, not like Delaware. Thankfully! I forgot to take my medication one morning while staying at the hotel and could feel the effects. Even here in the house I still feel out of my norm. This sounds so stupid but, as I walk upstairs in this big house I start to walk down the wrong hall to get to my room. I joked with J and said I will have to find some arrows to hang on the walls pointing me to the right direction.
    Like I have always said my long term memory is still there. We went to dinner last night at a place I went to 11 years ago and was able to tell J right were it was. So here in the city I'm not lost. I know the streets and will just have to work my way around with a map in the new areas. But unlike DE I love to see the mountains. I don't want to go there, but to see them makes me feel good. The roads are wider, the streets make sense, and we belong out west. Sadly, I woke up this morning in a panic, I couldn't remember how to get into the neighborhood. Or out of the house. I hope this feeling will end once we get all of our furniture. The pain has been showing it's creepy little head again, and I blame it on stress.
    I love it here and I feel as if this was a GREAT move. My parents are already planning a trip out here! YEAH!!!!!!