Since the last couple of days have been pretty stressful with the fraud thing at the bank, I told J, I was going to get a job. The stress of someone stealing all of our money was pretty high. So maybe it is time for my to suck things up and try to look for a job. Maybe if I get out I would feel better. So in order to start looking for a job I needed to update all of my info on the job search websites. It took me a good amount of time to only do 3. Then I saw a part time job that I might be able to do. I started to fill out the application, I got confused, I forgot things...and in the end I gave up. How am I supposed to work?
Today I took B to go and get her wisdom teeth removed. M was supposed to get her teeth cleaned but it only took 15 minutes so M will have to wait until another day. As we were heading home B said her mouth was dry, her tongue was numb and her face hurt. I told her welcome to my world. She came home and we got her all situated away, so now she's sleeping. The ladies at the Dental office are so kind and funny. But as I was talking with them I realized we live in 2 different world. My day yesterday was spent in bed and they ran errands after work. They went on living, and I live waiting. Waiting for what will happened next. When the doctor took away the other cholesterol on Monday he had me continue on with Flax Seed, I was lucky enough to take start taking the pills instead of the oil, which was so gross. He also wanted me to start taking Red Yeast Rice. I assume for heart health. I haven't had any adverse effects yet.
Last night I told J it felt like I had a railroad nail through my ear behind my eye. Today my eyesight is blurry. This is the life I was given for some reason and if anyone can tell me why I am up to hearing.
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