I am really struggling right now. Today the pain was on my complete left side. From the top of my head to my foot. So much pain, it's scary.I took a pain pill and that helped a little bit. How do people live with chronic pain? Before all of this there would be no way to understand how someone could go on. The shooting nerve pain, as if my limbs are going to disconnect from my body. The pain is surreal, I hate it, I hate it so much! It was so windy out today, that didn't help while picking M up from school.
I got the Halloween decorations taken down and mopped the downstairs. I thought I was being productive but then the pain starts. It's so frustrating. I have an appointment with Dr. B tomorrow. I guess I'm going to just go and plan to let it all out. Take extra tissue and let him know that emotionally I am struggling. I don't even know what he'll say. At this point anything would help.
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