Where Life Is Now

I often think its strange to image where life heads and how we got there. I have had a  lot of time on my hands this past year. Some goes by so quickly that I don't know where it went. Then there is the time I can't believe its' been a year. A year of pain! A person who has never experienced THE WORST PAIN IMAGINABLE can never comment about why it causes such a change in attitude. Why it causes such a change in life. I know that when J and I met we would have never thought our lives would be as it is now.  As Christmas nears a little girl in M's class reminded me that I have nothing to complain about. She told me that all she wanted for Christmas was a 'Tree'. I have a beautiful home, a wonderful husband what would do anything in the world for me, and such understanding family. I may have a rare disease and not the greatest health (lol), but the holiday's at our house will be warm and happy.