Happy New Day

Everything is in the past and forgotten. I wish. It's just another day. We'll see what this year holds for me and my health. I've been so tired and in pain from my left side. I have only 3 weeks until we go to see different doctors. I can't wait. This week I go to see the Pain Specialist, and a new appointment with a Dermatologist. It's been over a year since my last visit. Thank goodness it's just a visit to get cream for acne. You'd think that when you are older your hormones would settle down and you would have perfect skin. That's it, other than that I'm not making and resolutions. Not being negative but I  can't promise anything, therefore no upset.

I went to get my blood taken on Thursday, FINALLY! So I can go and get my presentation folders together for the new doctors. I also talked with my Health Coach last week and he was excited that I made not only 1 appt but 2. As always we make a goal; he said I think we'll just make survival your goal. After I hung up I was thinking about how this was kind of funny. 'Survival'?!? Yeah I hope to survive.

I am now at 300mg of gabapetin. I think I'm going to wait longer that 5 days to stop it completely. I'm convinced that it was not helping any of my pain, but I hate the side effects. My sleep schedule is all messed up now,I sleep during the day and can't sleep at night. Maybe once M goes back to school I'll get back on a schedule.