This sure has been a railroad. I'm living in the city that I love. J has found the greatest job, only now could I see how unhappy he was at his last job in Delaware. I'm happy that he is happy. I do miss my friends. Being here alone is different. Harder I guess. M is a bit lonely too. I can't wait until my mom and dad come out to visit. I have had pain everyday since I have been here. It ranges from my lips and chin numbing, to the stabbing pain in my ear. I know moving is very stressful and it has been. The man who we rented the house from has not made it any better. I think he just wanted us to move in here and take care of everything, so he could just collect the rent. I mean it's a very beautiful newer home but I do not own the home, therefore I should not be responsible for things that should have been fixed prior to us moving in. Ok, there I got that out to the world. Whew! They say that stress can add to the pain and I think it has.
I'm glad that my friends back east miss me too. We have been Skyping, so it's like I am outside with them still. :) Our neighbors seem very nice here, but I feel as if I'm alone more than ever. I have 2 doctor appointment this week. I meet with the neurologist and then I'm going to see another family doctor. Hopefully this one is better than the last.
I still have so mush to do, after moving things. But I often forget, and I remember at a time when I do not have a pen and paper with me. So I'm slowly getting things done.
The relocation company finally delivered my van. Yesterday I went to return the rental, and I forgot M's car seat in it. So we had to go back and thankfully they still had the car and it was in there. I feel dumb when I do things like that. I guess I still remember that I wasn't always like this so when I do things like that I am angry.
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