Does Anyone Think Before They Talk?

I had a appointment with my Neurologist today. That did not go how I wanted it to. The nurse walked in and asked what medication I was on. I said the only thing that changed was the pain medication. She said that since I didn't know what all I was taking last time they needed to write it down again. This is so stupid. Dr S.D. comes in and I explained how about the Tegretol XR issues. He just shrugged his shoulders like he didn't care. He says I don't have Trigeminal Neuralgia only Atypical Facial Pain because I the pain in my left arm and leg. The also said, "it's nothing serious like MS or a tumor". I felt like swinging my foot up from the table and into his face. He knows we are going to Colorado to see some other doctors and that he would work with then. I get my records and each one of them lists only a couple of medications each time. This is so inaccurate that I hope it isn't what they are basing anything on. I had tears in my eyes leaving. I will also be going to get another full blood work-up, and now with J's request I will be trying to go down on my Gabapentin.